Saturday, 26 October 2013

Satisfied !

It was beautiful !

It’s the way you feel when you look at the moon, when you feel the breeze on your face, running through your hair, when you first fall in love, those butterflies that you get by even thinking about them, when you meet someone after so long, and it’s still the same.

Though I was lost but not for long. In the midst of all the confusion and responsibilities and emotions, I found it again – we found it again. It’s the way you feel when you lose your favourite ball and you think you've lost it forever but then you end up finding it under your sofa while cleaning one day.

It was scary too, at first, but then it all sank in. It’s the way the flavour of a certain cocktail disappoints you at first but later when you try it again after some reconsideration  you find out that it actually doesn't taste that bad and it makes you feel better.

It cannot be forgotten, but it brought something better. It made me believe in hope. AGAIN. It’s the way a mother feels when her good-for-nothing child makes her proud one day.
It’s as if you've been rejected at an interview and one fine day, you get a call back. This time, they want you.


You sow what you reap. The efforts never get wasted. Probably some things don’t get right at the first time itself but later all the pieces fall into places. And you know where you stand. And you do not lose anything, you always gain. Cause it all comes back to you if you deserve it.

Now you know to handle that ball with more care, to not be scared to try that cocktail again, to trust and love your child for he thinks of you too, and to not be afraid of rejection. Cause there is always something in store for us.

If it is meant to be, it’ll find its way. If not, you’ll find it! And the feeling of getting something that you had lost back, and the feeling of finding the right thing for you is the most satisfactory feeling in the world! It gives you solace. It keeps up the hope. It gives you courage.


It’s the way you feel when you lose your love, when they reject you. And just as you become your strongest self, they come running back to you. Because you deserve to be loved and not abandoned. Because your love shouldn't go waste. Because it is meant to be.

It’s simple !

Monday, 23 September 2013

Calm...

It is the way an unexpected bad storm comes, surrounds the whole place and then after making you suffer, after making you stronger, it goes away. Putting everything back the way it was. And then you sit and look back at all the destruction that happened, pick up the tools and start rebuilding the town...

It is the way dawn breaks after a bad day and all you can think about is the sad parts of the day. You go to your bed and contemplate and leave the pillow wet and then at an unsuitable hour, after shedding all your weight over that pillow—you fall into deep slumber. Then day breaks, and brings brightness. You still remember every single memory of the previous night and get hope for better days ahead leaving the dark shadows behind, smiling to the sun...

It is the feeling after a heartbreak, when you cry and cry and cry; until you become breathless and still do not run out of reasons to cry. You cannot seem to do anything but cry about it or curse the person or curse yourself even to the extent that you may feel suicidal. When the world seems to have come to an end, life seems to have no meaning at all. It is then when you are done crying that you look at yourself in the mirror and say, “I do not deserve it! This isn’t me!” and that is when you pick up all those broken pieces and start
moving. This is the moment when you feel stronger than ever. When all the damage that could be done is done. The moment when a hand is drawn towards you, support—even though you need it, you know that you are not completely dependent on it. Yet, that hand comes with a feeling of satisfaction, a sense of calm, serenity in one’s heart and mind...